An Infamous Birthday
by Rita Ariyoshi

“Terrarium V” by Charles Cohan. From the collection of Four Seasons Resort Maui at Wailea.
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It is Sunday morning in Honolulu, Dec. 7,
1941, and it is Melba Yamada’s eleventh birthday. She awakes with the first light seeping
through the rice-bag curtains, and the first doves lowing in the trees. The mynahs are just
beginning to rouse themselves into affectionate grouchiness, and the palms are barely
moving as they finger the edge of the tin roof. She hears her mother moving quietly in the
kitchen. The rice is already finished and creamy miso soup is swelling beneath its lid. Her
father will be home soon from his night on the sea, smelling of fish. He will eat, then go
to the bathhouse on Beretania Street and steam until the mahimahi, the aku, the opah and
kajiki no longer inhabit his pores.
Melba has slept in her dress so as not to disturb her
sisters and brothers. She steps over them, curled on their
futons.
“Ohai, Okaasan.”
Her mother is robed in clean yukata, bound by the
oldest obi she brought with her from Japan when she was
only seventeen. Sticking out from the crisp kimono hem
are her two knobby, ugly, adult feet planted solidly on the
immaculate linoleum. Her mother’s face is flat and blank,
not unlike the soup, and just as nourishing. Her thick,
gleaming hair is piled high and anchored by two red
wooden hashi. She answers Melba’s “good morning”
with a tilt of the head, indicating the two absolutely perfect
musubi sitting on the table. Inside each rice cake is a
tangy ume.
Melba wants to kiss her mother. She always wants to
kiss her mother, but she cannot. Her family is not the
kissing type. She scoops up the two musubi, knowing
they are her mother’s kisses. “Domo, Okaasan.” She calls
her goodbye over her shoulder, “Ite mairi masu.”
She is almost out the door when her mother says with
obvious effort, “Happy birthday,” in precise English, the
“happy” coming out just fine, the “birthday” a little
shaky in the middle.
Melba stops, so pleased she turns around and bows from the waist, keeping her eyes on the floor. She moves
toward the door and doesn’t turn her back until one
foot is outside. This is the dance of affection they do,
she and her mother. The screen door closes and she
runs barefoot for the mango tree to wait for her best
friend, Sweetie Wai‘oli.

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Every Sunday morning, the girls pick plumeria for
Sweetie’s beautiful mother, who dances in Waikīkī at La
Hula Rhumba on Sunday nights. She pays the girls a nickel
each to make the lei for herself, three musicians and
two other dancers, fingertip length, sixty-eight flowers
exactly for a dancer’s lei; shorter, forty-eight flowers, for
the musicians; plus hair flowers—four hundred fourteen
plumerias in all. They have to finish picking in time for
Sweetie to make nine-thirtyMass or the nuns will kill her.
Carefully, with sure, catlike moves, Melba climbs up
the mango tree to where the branches sway with danger,
and perches in the crook of the trunk. From here she can
look down on her neighborhood and watch, unseen, all
the comings and goings, listen to dogs and roosters, to
people calling to each other. Melba sees who spits in the
street when they think no one is looking. She sees the
look of pain on the face of Auntie Kapu as she walks
heavily from side to side, supporting her great weight
first on one swollen ankle and then the other. Auntie Kapu fills out her ample mu‘umu‘u all around. Her hips
are of truly awesome size and her ‘ōkole is butter. Auntie
Kapu stops every so often to catch her breath, wipe her
brow and touch, as if for strength, the hibiscus in her
graying hair, which is wound into a tight, neat knot at the
nape of her neck. When Auntie Kapu sees someone
coming, she pulls herself into a queenly immensity, smiles
generously, whether she knows them or not, and greets
them with “Aloha.”
If they are Hawaiian, they will respond, “Aloha no,
Auntie. Pehea ‘oe?”
And she will nod, “Maika‘i.”
If they are Japanese they will not speak, but bow their
heads and hurry on. Melba knows all the subtle degrees
of bowing, how to give slight in apparent humility.
If they are Chinese they may very well respond to
Auntie in Hawaiian because they have been here awhile
and have learned it. Or they may inquire, if they know
her, “How you stay, Auntie?”
If they are haole, and a man, they may tip a hat. Haoles
need hats because their skin gets haole rot in the sun.
Not one of the passers-by, no matter who they are or
how they answer, will see Auntie’s pain. Nobody but Melba,
looking down from the mango tree with the perspective
of the Buddha, knows how the Hawaiian lady hurts.
Melba also knows the sounds of the military airplanes
that fly intoHickam, Pearl and Wheeler. When she hears
the drone of an engine, she closes her eyes and listens
carefully to decide which plane it is: the beaky P-40 or
the bulldog-faced Dauntless Dive Bomber. She is positive
she knows more about airplanes than her brothers—
Peter, who just turned fifteen and thinks that makes him
an expert on everything, and Raymond, who reads so
much at twelve, his eyes are already wrecked and he
couldn’t see the difference between an airplane and a
mynah bird if his life depended on it.
Melba’s favorite airplane is the China Clipper. She
always hears it before she sees it coming around Diamond
Head. She loves the luxurious drone as it glides
elegantly past Waikīkī and over Honolulu Harbor. She
sees its full-bellied bulk and ducklike pontoons wing
past Kalihi Kai. High among the mangoes, she sings,
“Far away places with strange sounding names, calling,
calling me.” She draws out the notes dreamily, “Going
to China, or maybe Siam ... ” As the plane descends low
over Ke‘ehi Lagoon in the final stretch toward Pearl
Harbor, she pictures the excitement of the passengers
looking out the windows at her ocean, spread out below
them in the heavenly teals of a peacock’s feathers. To
their right they will gasp at Melba’s brooding mountains,
at the curtains of color hanging over the valleys,
where sunlit rain dances down in veils. She is as proud
of her island, beautiful O‘ahu, as if it were a parent who
spoke English.
Savoring the vinegar and sugar flavors of her musubi,
feeling the crunch of the nori wrapper and eating around
the middle, saving the little plum until last, she predicts
to herself that this birthday will somehow be a day of
days. She is so happy she can almost fly with an unbearable
joy inflating her body, lifting every inch of her, wildly
singing, into the air.
Sweetie is coming down the road running, skipping
and walking, swinging her cloth bag, talking to the
clouds and trees, not out loud, of course, and not even
consciously, just attuned to their harmonies. Sweetie is
almost always airborne.
Melba scrambles down to meet her.
“Hau‘oli lā hānau,” Sweetie says, handing her a tiny
seashell that is the most beautiful shade of lavender
Melba has ever seen. “For happy birthday.”
“Where you find this?”
“Kailua.”
“Not.”
“For real.”
“Thank you,” Melba says and hands her the second
musubi.
Barefoot, the girls walk and skip, heading into the valley.
Balancing carefully on wooden planks because the
water is cold, they cross the ‘auwai in three different
places to get to their favorite plumeria trees.
The girls work quietly, contentedly, humming and
counting as they pinch soft blossoms from stems, being
careful to take neither buds nor brown-edged “deadheads,”
and most especially not to break off the clusters,
for this is not pono.
“Was that seventy-seven or seventy-six?” asks Sweetie.
“Seventy-six. I’m up to eighty-two. Eighty-three,
eighty-four ... ”
Melba hears planes overhead. It strikes her that they
don’t sound like P-40s or Dauntless Dive Bombers, and
they certainly are not the China Clipper. Something is
off. She continues to pick and count while the planes
rumble on the periphery of her attention. She hears little
pops way up high.
At first the girls don’t look up. The noises get louder,
like distant thunder. Then they glance at each other and
step from the shade of the plumeria tree, from the
umbrella of flowers, and look to the sky. Planes, like a
disturbed nest of wasps, are swooping, soaring, diving.
Tiny puffs of dark smoke pop into the perfectly blue
Hawaiian morning.
Melba, standing on an old lava wall, looks up, shielding
her eyes with her arm. “What they doing?”
Sweetie, unperturbed and determined to catch up
while her friend is distracted, goes back to plucking.
“Ninety-two. They must be playing war games or whatevah.
Ninety-three ...”
The puffs become dark clouds crowding the sky.
Melba is fascinated. “Look.” She points. Thick black
smoke is towering in the west, from the direction of ‘Aiea
and Pearl Harbor. Possibly it’s a cane fire.
The girls stand there in the sunshine, flowers in their
arms, faces upturned, and then they see, as one plane
flies low and very near them, the large blood-red Hi No
Maru, the rising sun, on the underside of the wing.Melba
feels her heart stop. She looks at Sweetie. “Those are
Japonee planes.”
Sweetie bites her lip. “We go for home.”
They race down the valley, skipping over the ‘auwai,
planks clattering, flowers flying. Sweetie’s big brother,
Junior, is running to meet them, eyes wide and feverish
with excitement. “It’s war. We having one war.”
Melba’s mother is waiting for her on the front steps.
The family is gathered around the radio. It’s playing
“The Star Spangled Banner.” And then it goes dead. Her
father fiddles with the dials, ear to the radio, and gets the
police band. He appears not to notice Melba’s arrival,
has perhaps not noticed or considered her jeopardy,
being out there, unprotected under the open sky, away
from home. He is pale and stone silent. She knows he,
too, is frightened, her amazing samurai father. She wants
to cry.
The radio bristles with static and urgency. Pearl
Harbor is burning, ships going down. Schofield Barracks
has been strafed, the airfield at Hickam is in flames.
Anyone with medical training is asked to report to Pearl
Harbor at once. Citizens are ordered to stay off the
streets. The tofu factory on Kuakini Street has been hit.
An ambulance is needed on McCully Street.
Except for the squawking radio, it is so quiet inside the
Yamada house, it is like someone has been born or died.
The attack lasts two hours. By the time the last red emblazoned
wings peel away, Pearl Harbor lies in ruins
and more than three thousand people are dead.
President Roosevelt comes on the radio and says that
Melba’s birthday will live in infamy.
The Yamada children go out in the yard and sit
solemnly under the mango tree. They know their parents
need to be alone to speak their fears in whispers.
Hazel, who is eight, asks, “Why the Japonese bomb
us? They no know we Japonee, too?”
Peter snaps at her from his full gangly majesty. “We’re
not Japanese. We’re American.”
Melba, who could be maddeningly precise, says, “We’re both.”
“I wish I was older.” Peter paces the yard. “I’d fight for my country.”
Melba suddenly feels sick to her stomach. She runs to
the hibiscus bushes and, with great satisfaction, throws
up, heaving and gasping, then collapses in the grass. On
this birthday, her life has changed forever.
Peter sits beside her, putting his hand on her forehead.
“You okay?”
She nods, her eyes tearing. “I’m empty.”
Hazel brings their mother, who fusses over Melba and
leads her to the house, easing her down to the bedroom
futons, which in all the commotion haven’t yet been
rolled up. Okaasan washes her face with a cool cloth,
puts a glass of water to her lips and soothes her with soft
Japanese words.
RITA ARIYOSHI is a multiple winner of Lowell Thomas Travel Journalism awards and a recipient of the Pushcart Prize for Literature. She is a frequent contributor to SPIRIT OF ALOHA. |